Chapter 21: The Reason Why

The Reason

You are the reason why I wake up,

The reason I don't have to look in the mirror close-up

The reason why I look out the window of the car,

The reason why I miss you when I'm far,

The reason I raised my hand in class,

The reason why I remind you in the car that we need gas

The reason I don't cry at school,

The reason you make me see the world isn't cruel,

The reason why you are my best friend,

The reason why when I'm with I don't have to pretend,

The reason why I hug you and not wanting to let go,

The reason why I let my true feelings show,

The reason why I'm sad if I see you cry,

The reason why you always tell me to try,

The reason why you always tell me to do my best,

The reason why you always push my abilities to the test,

The reason why I care about you the most,

The reason why I stopped eating glucose,

The reason why you are my Queen,

The reason why you keep the house clean,

The reason why I tell you about my day,

The reason why we can sit in the hammock and swing,

Is because I love you, Mom.

Hey what is going on everyone it's "The Reason why I'm TheDylanSark." I've always wanted to have my own clothing line and I think I finally found it. I was thinking of my old skate group called Team Tera, but I don't skate anymore so... Now it will be "The Reason Why" because I feel a lot of people can relate to that and it goes with a lot of quotes and motives. I wrote that poem for my mom based on the things we do together and started it off with "The Reason Why". I would actually love for a sweater with that on the front or back and on the opposite side have the logo. This was just some random thought, leave advice and comments below, and I'll update you on it later!

*The Reason Why*

Chapter 20: FOREVER TDS

Hey what is up everyone and we are back at it with a new video. It's TheDylanSark back at it although the video is a bit weird I hope you read the rest of this and watch the rest of the video! In this blog I talk about behind the scenes of my new video, and why was it so random?

This video is called "Talent Show Practice Vlog!" Guess what that means, and I hope you guessed right because I'm doing the Talent Show for my school "Portola's Got Talent." I will be playing guitar and either rapping or singing. Although I'm really not a good singer, so I think I'd rather rap. The rap I'm doing is called "Wonder If You Wonder" by Witt Lowry. All of you (should) know how much I love Witt Lowry. Talent Show Practice Vlog (Video)

I performed/recorded this video in my garage, I'm not sure how much I've talked about my garage in my blogs. So my garage was where my oldest brother used to be all day but now he is in college and I want the garage now. But I want to mostly remodel it and make it into a studio. I want a photo shoot area with that white background and bright lights so I can make videos there. I want my computer set-up on a raised wooden floor with desks and shelves, printer, etc. Then next to that will be like a lounge area with a couch-bed thing, a table, and two chairs. The garage is bigger than most other garages and we don't put our cars in there so there's no worry about that. Right now I'm just in the process of cleaning everything out because there's a lot of old stuff in there, then we paint and build the raised wooden floor then we furnish.
  After when it's built I can upload and record more because I'll be alone and I don't like to edit my videos when there are other people around. I can record whenever without any background noise, and I'll finally have proper lighting and equipment for my videos. Yeah so back to the video, it's filmed in my garage. This video was just one of those "Why not?" videos. It was really random especially while editing because for some reason I put other videos and sounds over my own voice and I realize that I really shouldn't have done that. It's already a "cringe-worthy" video and I kind of made it more like that with other videos.
     Okay that's the end of this video, I mean blog I can't even type correctly but I'll leave it in there. I'm just rapping along to "Kindest Regards" Live right now not paying attention. Love you guys to the fridge and back and see you next week!
*Although I'm really not a good singer, so I think I'd rather rap.*

Chapter 19: What Is TheDylanSark?

Hey what is up everyone it's TheDylanSark here! Now I was wondering what is TheDylanSark (TDS) to me or what I want it to be for you guys. This blog is about what YouTube and my entire channel is to me. I was wondering what I want to do because I feel people are saying "So WHY do you do YouTube?" I wanted to answer this question by myself first then I want to explain to others. In this blog I will answer Life's questions and explain to you what TDS will mean to you and me in the future and right now. Because I want it to mean more to you than some small idea.

   So if you don't know TDS is TheDylanSark but it's also my entire YouTube channel. YouTube is a video sharing platform on the internet where you can connect with others and upload your own content (videos, music, skits, etc.) Which is exactly what I want to do. I want to make my own music, make funny skits with my friends or even by myself. I want it to mean something to me and to other people. Now a lot of YouTubers say "I did YouTube because I loved it, not for the money or the fame." I've come to realize that although I would love to be famous and well known and have people be happy because of something I did. As a fan of so many amazing YouTubers who have made it so far, I feel like I got caught on the whole I want to be like him, her, or them. When I need to just be myself. So many people have left hateful comments on my YouTube, have doubted me, or get annoyed by my constant "promotion" of my YouTube channel. It's absolutely amazing how people have judged me (a small YouTube Channel)

I just need to keep looking forward and forget about all the people who don't like my videos. I want my channel to become a brand you wear on cold days, wear on your wrists, or cover a bad hair day with. One day I want people to come up to me and want to take a picture, or come out on a stage and have people cheer for me. I guess that's so many people's dreams, but one day WE can make it come true. I don't want to say I did it all by myself, because I have had friends help me but the real people that helped me are the people who watch my videos or are subscribed to me. It's YOU who help me reach higher goals. Although we are far from famous or tours, for right now we will make videos and have a great laugh!

LOVE you guys to the fridge and back and I hope you have a great day! See you next week!

*It's YOU who help me reach higher goals.*