Chapter 21: The Reason Why

The Reason

You are the reason why I wake up,

The reason I don't have to look in the mirror close-up

The reason why I look out the window of the car,

The reason why I miss you when I'm far,

The reason I raised my hand in class,

The reason why I remind you in the car that we need gas

The reason I don't cry at school,

The reason you make me see the world isn't cruel,

The reason why you are my best friend,

The reason why when I'm with I don't have to pretend,

The reason why I hug you and not wanting to let go,

The reason why I let my true feelings show,

The reason why I'm sad if I see you cry,

The reason why you always tell me to try,

The reason why you always tell me to do my best,

The reason why you always push my abilities to the test,

The reason why I care about you the most,

The reason why I stopped eating glucose,

The reason why you are my Queen,

The reason why you keep the house clean,

The reason why I tell you about my day,

The reason why we can sit in the hammock and swing,

Is because I love you, Mom.

Hey what is going on everyone it's "The Reason why I'm TheDylanSark." I've always wanted to have my own clothing line and I think I finally found it. I was thinking of my old skate group called Team Tera, but I don't skate anymore so... Now it will be "The Reason Why" because I feel a lot of people can relate to that and it goes with a lot of quotes and motives. I wrote that poem for my mom based on the things we do together and started it off with "The Reason Why". I would actually love for a sweater with that on the front or back and on the opposite side have the logo. This was just some random thought, leave advice and comments below, and I'll update you on it later!

*The Reason Why*

Chapter 20: FOREVER TDS

Hey what is up everyone and we are back at it with a new video. It's TheDylanSark back at it although the video is a bit weird I hope you read the rest of this and watch the rest of the video! In this blog I talk about behind the scenes of my new video, and why was it so random?

This video is called "Talent Show Practice Vlog!" Guess what that means, and I hope you guessed right because I'm doing the Talent Show for my school "Portola's Got Talent." I will be playing guitar and either rapping or singing. Although I'm really not a good singer, so I think I'd rather rap. The rap I'm doing is called "Wonder If You Wonder" by Witt Lowry. All of you (should) know how much I love Witt Lowry. Talent Show Practice Vlog (Video)

I performed/recorded this video in my garage, I'm not sure how much I've talked about my garage in my blogs. So my garage was where my oldest brother used to be all day but now he is in college and I want the garage now. But I want to mostly remodel it and make it into a studio. I want a photo shoot area with that white background and bright lights so I can make videos there. I want my computer set-up on a raised wooden floor with desks and shelves, printer, etc. Then next to that will be like a lounge area with a couch-bed thing, a table, and two chairs. The garage is bigger than most other garages and we don't put our cars in there so there's no worry about that. Right now I'm just in the process of cleaning everything out because there's a lot of old stuff in there, then we paint and build the raised wooden floor then we furnish.
  After when it's built I can upload and record more because I'll be alone and I don't like to edit my videos when there are other people around. I can record whenever without any background noise, and I'll finally have proper lighting and equipment for my videos. Yeah so back to the video, it's filmed in my garage. This video was just one of those "Why not?" videos. It was really random especially while editing because for some reason I put other videos and sounds over my own voice and I realize that I really shouldn't have done that. It's already a "cringe-worthy" video and I kind of made it more like that with other videos.
     Okay that's the end of this video, I mean blog I can't even type correctly but I'll leave it in there. I'm just rapping along to "Kindest Regards" Live right now not paying attention. Love you guys to the fridge and back and see you next week!
*Although I'm really not a good singer, so I think I'd rather rap.*

Chapter 19: What Is TheDylanSark?

Hey what is up everyone it's TheDylanSark here! Now I was wondering what is TheDylanSark (TDS) to me or what I want it to be for you guys. This blog is about what YouTube and my entire channel is to me. I was wondering what I want to do because I feel people are saying "So WHY do you do YouTube?" I wanted to answer this question by myself first then I want to explain to others. In this blog I will answer Life's questions and explain to you what TDS will mean to you and me in the future and right now. Because I want it to mean more to you than some small idea.

   So if you don't know TDS is TheDylanSark but it's also my entire YouTube channel. YouTube is a video sharing platform on the internet where you can connect with others and upload your own content (videos, music, skits, etc.) Which is exactly what I want to do. I want to make my own music, make funny skits with my friends or even by myself. I want it to mean something to me and to other people. Now a lot of YouTubers say "I did YouTube because I loved it, not for the money or the fame." I've come to realize that although I would love to be famous and well known and have people be happy because of something I did. As a fan of so many amazing YouTubers who have made it so far, I feel like I got caught on the whole I want to be like him, her, or them. When I need to just be myself. So many people have left hateful comments on my YouTube, have doubted me, or get annoyed by my constant "promotion" of my YouTube channel. It's absolutely amazing how people have judged me (a small YouTube Channel)

I just need to keep looking forward and forget about all the people who don't like my videos. I want my channel to become a brand you wear on cold days, wear on your wrists, or cover a bad hair day with. One day I want people to come up to me and want to take a picture, or come out on a stage and have people cheer for me. I guess that's so many people's dreams, but one day WE can make it come true. I don't want to say I did it all by myself, because I have had friends help me but the real people that helped me are the people who watch my videos or are subscribed to me. It's YOU who help me reach higher goals. Although we are far from famous or tours, for right now we will make videos and have a great laugh!

LOVE you guys to the fridge and back and I hope you have a great day! See you next week!

*It's YOU who help me reach higher goals.*



Chapter 18: The Ride By Witt Lowry

Hey what is up everyone it's TheDylanSark here and oh my god. My favorite rapper/my inspiration came out with a new song as of 2/29/16. This song is called "The Ride" featuring Jared Evans. The song is themed after roller-coasters and people doubting you and being put down. Witt Lowry always inspires me with his songs because they have actual meaning to them and they aren't just "words" they become lyrics not from his mind but from his heart. Witt is also a small rapper compared to other known rappers but I believe in my heart he is bigger than any rapper known today. I swear that I know so many of his songs by heart, which keeps my mind always busy and thinking. I can be walking down the hallway and rap the entire "Kindest Regards" by Witt Lowry. Now time for the song and I'll help you analysis it at the end.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h_BlF0dp3K0

[Verse 1: Witt Lowry]
They said don't get on this ride if you ain't tall enough
I think that always bothered us
The box they tried to put us in, I think it's where it started
They never want to see us win, but they can't f*** with all of us
They never want to hear us out, but now it's "Will you follow us?"
Damn, they try to tell me who I am, y'all don't know yet?
These labels in my email, they beg I suffer a slow death
I did this all with no cheque and no cosine
Last of my kind, I bring the life, the life I see in my mind
Back to the basement, I'm practically begging y'all to just listen
They took their shots and they're missing
Now who are you kidding
Kissing, Listening to a girl who couldn't handle my vision
That's back when I was selling burgers from a stand for a living
Was barely living
Feeling bad for whoever can't tell the difference
They're saying they wish you well
But to see you fail, they're wishing
The people, they need a voice
So I'll never fail my mission
The ride, I pay for admission
This coast is closer to vivid, so ride

[Hook x2: Jared Evan]
We'll start the ride
Cause we'll survive
Put fear aside
We'll start the ride

[Verse 2: Witt Lowry]
Don't get on this ride, cause you can't handle it
They're praying I abandon this
I'm taking out you bandits, a bazooka and a canon b****
I manifest while everyone around us smoking cannabis
Simple minded and lazy will never become a fan of his
Follow trends, I will never
Don't mean to diss, I'm just better
I'll never settle for good, cause great is oh so much better
Remember they called me stupid, said I'll never sell an album
I told 'em, I'll spill my soul and that the worlds inside the outcome
So how come I thought the college route would make a difference?
Thirty-thousand every year and that was only just beginning
I see my f***ing friends sit at a desk, they think they're winning
Back when I was selling burgers from a stand for a living
Was barely living
Felling bad for whoever can't tell the difference
They're saying they wish you well
But to see you fail, they're wishing
The people, they need a voice
So I'll never fail my mission
The ride, I pay for admission
This coast is closer to vivid, so ride

[Hook x2: Jared Evan]
We'll start the ride
Cause we'll survive
Put fear aside
We'll start the ride

[Verse 3: Witt Lowry]
They said don't get on this ride
I told 'em "F*** off.", this ain't my chance to f***ing make it
It's ninety-nine percent, you're one off
And all I'm hearing now are songs about coke and guns
I don't f***ing get it, but y'all don't want to stand
The man has the most sinister message, suppression
My friends a teacher, she had me come teach a lesson
A class of fourth graders, their favorite song, you can guess it
They're yelling trap queen and coke code, don't know the message
They all wonder why I'm angry, well our youth has been infected
 Getting pregnant, glorifying a life that's barely worth living
Don't put me in a box, no I'll never fit your description
They say what makes you different
You paint the picture, so vivid
Back when I was selling burgers from a stand for a living
Was barely living
Felling bad for whoever can't tell the difference
They're saying they wish you well
But to see you fail, they're wishing
The people, they need a voice
So I'll never fail my mission
The ride, I pay for admission
This coast is closer to vivid, so ride

[Hook x2: Jared Evan]
We'll start the ride
Cause we'll survive
Put fear aside
We'll start the ride

 

(I could be entirely wrong with my interpretation of the song but this is the way I see it.)

 Now oh my god I don't know about you but this song is absolutely amazing. I haven't been on Twitter for a while and when I saw this video in my YouTube Feed Box I think my neighbors heard me scream. The first part of the song Witt refers to being a rapper just like anyone else "The box they tried to put us in." But Witty doesn't want to be like everyone else he wants to be better and different. The song also talks about being put down by others and you just have to surpass and show them what you can actually do. I believe the song also is about fake friends "They're saying they wish you well, But to see you fail, they're wishing." Witt Lowry also states that he doesn't want to be like the rest of people or follow society's trends which I agree with 100%.  That'll do for the song for this blog, if you have your own interpretation or opinion you can comment down below. I also just wanted to say that I believe that Witt Lowry is a huge inspiration, because his messages in his songs are so deep and actually apply to life. His songs aren't just words that you yell in the car while driving. His songs are poems that express real life and have helped so many people get through hard times in their lives. Where have you ever heard that a song about money and drugs helped someone through their hard times in life? No where because it doesn't, but an actual message will. I know I've talked about Witt Lowry before and my obsess over him.

That is where I'll leave this crazy blog off, I hope Witt Lowry reads this I just wanted to say we all, your fans, are following you and you inspire so many of us no matter the number just know we'll be there for you because you were there for us! Love you guys to the fridge and back and see you next week!

Chapter 17: Video Ideas?

Hey what is up in the up of the sky everyone! It's the TheDylanSark here with another weird blog. Sorry for my blogs lately I'm really lacking and getting later and later. So I wanted to talk about some video ideas. Okay so here are my videos ideas and comment below what I should do and your own suggestions.
1) Naruto Skit
2) Whole Rap Song
3) League of Legends Video
4) Playing a New Game?
5) Collab with (Suggestion?) ,      6) Phrases that I Absolutely Hate
7) How to Deal with Hate,         8) Why People's Opinions Don't Matter
9) Vlogs? (School, Behind The Scenes...)     10) DIYS?
11) How to ( Be a Rapper, Singer, Hit High Notes, Be a Band Member, etc...)


Well that's all I got right now I kind of need some help deciding what to do. How do you guys like my old, very old YouTube channel banner? I made that back when I was HelloMysticPanda, any old fans here that know me back then? I don't even know what I chose those photos it's video games, skate clips from a video, and a weird picture of me 0_0. Okay well see you next week, love you all to the fridge and back!


Chapter 16: Rapping In Videos?

Hey what is up everyone it is TheDylanSark here! Today I have a short announcement about some songs. I want to incorporate raps into all of my skit videos unless for some reason I just can't. So I already have a new video idea thought out, but I keep delaying it because I'm waiting on the rapping. I was also wondering if I should add a rap in all skits if you guys are okay with that? I used to always rap in my past videos. I kind of just got obsessed with rapping even though I'm not that good to be honest. I need to start making videos again that's the first issue really, I'll come up with some suggestions for next week and see if you guys can help me out here :(. I'm sorry I promised a video these past week I really need to find my encouragement back again. Okay well love you guys to the fridge and back and I'll see you next week.
(I'll promise my blogs will be back to regular lengths in two weeks.)

Chapter 15: All Coming Back Soon!

   Hey! TheDylanSark is back at it again, and we starting this year of videos next week! I am coming back from the dead now after my very long resting period? Hey I'm going to let you know that I'm going to make up some story about my comeback. Let's get into this -ish in this blog, so let's go!
   There I was laying on stone cold pavement. Just kidding it's California, ok shh let's get back into this amazing story. There I laid on hot pavement wondering why I am even laying down. I suddenly am laying on the grass because come on why pavement. Suddenly I knew what to do, so I pulled out my phone and starting playing Piano Titles 2. After reaching Level 41 and beating all of Christina's records ( http://seasidestyles.blogspot.com/), I started to regain my chakra, no stop come back (not referring to Naruto anymore!) I sat thinking of video ideas and after a month (don't ask) I finally have video ideas!